just want you to know

that im in a bad mood and a few people are really annoying me by only thinking of themselves. Surely some people have got to see some time soon that their personaility is ugly and the way they treat people is not award-winning.

lets not have so many expectations.
word.

Are we all a bunch of babies grown up?

Why are men babies?
Is it all the way they were raised? How their mother spoiled them?

Why do women love feeling like a princess?
Is it the way the fairy tales that girls memorized ended? The way our fathers spoiled us upon our every wim?

This is a general observation [ maybe from watching far too much tv ] and only a compilation of how curious I’m about how the male species grow to become this way. How we women grow to become this way?

Its funny isn’t it. How men need to feel just as secure and mollycoddled than women do?

Why is it that they look out to find the one woman who will bear their babies, and fuss over then the way their mother did? Men love to always be right just as women love to be never be wrong.


How is it that two people who can’t live without one another can’t truly live with each other without the regular bump in the road?

Why is it that women seek a man who can provide for them and protect them just as their father did for them and their mother? Circle of life? Do you think its true… completely? What they say about girls who seek a husband who imitates their father? Then the same can be said for boys and their mothers. Men seek women who can bake the way their mother did, multi-task the way their mother had and spoil the way their mother only knew how?

I recently watched a friend bake with her two little boys. It was a sight for sore eyes.Little boys measuring flour. Little boys washing the dishes.
I asked my friend why she bakes with them. She responded

“I want my boys to grow up to be men that any girl would be thankful to marry. Men who can do any task themselves and men that don’t fit one mold of what a masculine man is entitled to fill. I want them to cook, bake, sew, fish, hunt and be self-sufficient"

I wish my mother raised my brothers like that.

Me and Victoria go way back....

So I finally got around to watching NBC's one-hour special, Victoria Beckham: Coming to America last night. I watched the second screening of Victoria’s reality show where she is trying to obviously reinvent herself and save her failed solo career. This is huge for her. A fresh start in LA. gawd london is neat but the weather is so depressing. So the show was much better than I thought it would be! Most Americans don’t know that as much the brits love her husband they don’t necessarily feel the same about ‘can’t really sing’ spice. Well maybe they felt bad for her when her husband cheated on her a few years ago but still. You’re thinking im a hater right? No way! I can't stand cheating men but i've learnt to forgive david for his sins :) I still love her. I love that is she mad funny too! I would be her friend.

It was funny watching as she tried to woo the American public. I was mainly woo’d by her sense of style, which I’ve always liked. She was wicked style and a cute-as humor.

I would probably watch the show and have it on tivo if it was actually a series.
Sadly I heard that was initially the intention of producers to make it a 6 week series but they didn’t have enough film. I mean, I would watch it if I could just watch posh wear different outfits and drive around L.A and maybe get a glimpse of her husband every now and then.. and again…

Instead of Paris Hiltons “That’s hot” . Victoria has her own favorite expressions, "major" and "fierce", in almost every scene. Who doesn't love her vocabulary? In fact, I might just pick up some of the words she uses because, my god, they sound so much cooler! What do I have ? I say joo joo and ass wipe. So pretty much nothing. Case in point: knickers. If you're like me, you have a predicament about what to call your under things. Underwear? Too Dillard’s catalog. Panties? Too icky-squicky older man fetish. Thong? Too let me just announce to the world that I have a string up my ass. But knickers? Knickers I can do.

Beside the 60 million her hubby wubby will get for moving to the states to be a new pin up for America soccer they are already worth 116 million pounds? So what is that in America dollars? 231 million US? In summary. She is now my new best friend. It doesn’t hurt that her husband isn’t too shabby to look at either. Eh. J

If you felt like a silly idiot for not watching it even when the re-run of the show. I totally would understand but you’re covered. I have recorded it to my tivo machine. I’ve already watched it 3 times.